{"id":11283,"date":"2023-05-06T09:17:39","date_gmt":"2023-05-06T07:17:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/?p=11283"},"modified":"2023-05-06T09:17:39","modified_gmt":"2023-05-06T07:17:39","slug":"zodvihni-lebo-ti-uz-nikdy-nezavolam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/zodvihni-lebo-ti-uz-nikdy-nezavolam\/","title":{"rendered":"Zodvihni, lebo ti u\u017e nikdy nezavol\u00e1m!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Mala som u\u017e ani neviem ko\u013ek\u00e9 narodky vo svojom \u017eivote, e\u0161te st\u00e1le nos\u00edm zav\u0161e vysok\u00e9 op\u00e4tky, hoci potom ve\u010der z nich zostupujem ako zo schodov, nahov\u00e1ram si toti\u017e, \u017ee rob\u00edm nie\u010do pre klenbu (\u00f3, ak\u00e9 vzne\u0161en\u00e9 slovo!) svojich chodidiel, ktor\u00e9 ma sedemstop\u00e4\u0165sto rokov nosia po svete a idem sa zbl\u00e1zni\u0165 od bolesti, ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no sa trepem do nie\u010doho, \u010do ledva zapnem ako t\u00e1 z tej reklamy a ako \u010fal\u0161\u00edch sto z in\u00fdch rekl\u00e1m dr\u017e\u00edm tristodev\u00e4\u0165desiatu \u0161iestu di\u00e9tu vo svojom \u017eivote, zaru\u010den\u00fd ne\u00faspech, \u017eerte ry\u017eu, ni\u010d in\u00e9 alebo mrkvu a mrkajte ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no najsk\u00f4r prav\u00fdm a potom \u013eav\u00fdm okom do zrkadla, trikr\u00e1t sa oto\u010dte, n\u00e1jdite \u010diernu ma\u010dku a potom zjedzte chren!<\/p>\n<p>Vrieska na m\u0148a dospel\u00fd syn, kde m\u00e1 tenisky, v ktor\u00fdch chod\u00edm potajomky rajzova\u0165 po z\u00e1hrade, kontroluje, \u010di mu ich nezo\u0161\u013eap\u00e1vam, zo\u0161\u013eap\u00e1vam mu ich, zo\u0161\u013eap\u00e1vam aj svoje aj mu\u017eove, syn pr\u00edde na n\u00e1v\u0161tevu ka\u017ed\u00fd v\u00edkend a\u00a0mudruje, ako a \u010do by sme mali, st\u00e1le nie\u010do h\u013ead\u00e1 a obvi\u0148uje ma, \u017ee som to zalo\u017eila. Zalo\u017eila!<\/p>\n<p>Nah\u00e1\u0148am dc\u00e9ru ve\u010der spa\u0165 a u\u017e d\u00e1vno jej ne\u010d\u00edtam rozpr\u00e1vky, no spom\u00edname na deti z\u00a0Bullerbynu, ako sa brodia snehom r\u00e1no \u010do r\u00e1no do \u0161koly a potom lie\u010dia chor\u00fa pani u\u010dite\u013eku, m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee cel\u00fd svoj svet s\u00a0t\u00fdm, \u010do m\u00e1m rada, jej mus\u00edm nejako vysvetli\u0165, sprostredkova\u0165, m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee som, \u017ee sme nar\u00fdchlo v\u0161etci nar\u00e1stli, \u017ee m\u00f4j svet je starod\u00e1vny a starom\u00f3dny, \u017ee mu vlastne nikdy nebud\u00fa a nem\u00f4\u017eu rozumie\u0165&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Nar\u00e1stol mi syn. A to len to\u0165 predned\u00e1vnom reval, ke\u010f som cel\u00e1 \u0161\u0165astn\u00e1, \u017ee si vonku budem m\u00f4c\u0165 zap\u00e1li\u0165, brala smeti a nech\u00e1vala ho prvej n\u00e1v\u0161teve, ktor\u00e1 k n\u00e1m pri\u0161la, slobodn\u00e1 s odpadkami v ruke som sa valila dolu schodmi na\u0161ej bytovky, aby som si slobodn\u00e1 mohla za rohom zap\u00e1li\u0165 cigaretu a nad\u00fdcha\u0165 sa vzduchu. Nar\u00e1stol a teraz sa ka\u017ed\u00fa nede\u013eu vz\u010fa\u013euje z domu a ke\u010f mu vyvol\u00e1vam, nepo\u010duje mobil, m\u00e1 ho zapnut\u00fd na tich\u00fd re\u017eim, hlboko vo vrecku, v ruksaku. Zauj\u00edmav\u00e9, \u017ee esemeska \u201eOkam\u017eite zodvihni, lebo ti u\u017e nikdy nezavol\u00e1m\u201c, v\u017edy zaberie.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0161etci sme tu nar\u00e1stli. Doma so mnou ost\u00e1va sedemn\u00e1s\u0165ro\u010dn\u00e1 dc\u00e9ra a\u00a0ja, \u010duduj sa svete, aj ke\u010f m\u00f4\u017eem z domu ubzikn\u00fa\u0165, nechodievam nikam, ak nemus\u00edm. Odrazu mi je \u013e\u00fato v\u0161etk\u00fdch t\u00fdch mojich \u00fatekov so sme\u0165ami, na n\u00e1kup, na k\u00e1vu s kamo\u0161kami. Klamem sa, \u017ee keby som bola lep\u0161ia mama, tak syn ne&#8230; nenarastie?<\/p>\n<p>Ke\u010f \u010dlovek za\u010dne dr\u017ea\u0165 di\u00e9tu, mal by sa za\u010da\u0165 aj pohybova\u0165. Dostanem od syna multisport kartu, tenisky, drah\u00fa f\u013ea\u0161u na nie\u010do zdrav\u00e9, ke\u010f vysm\u00e4dnem, od dc\u00e9ry m\u00fcsli ty\u010dinku ke\u010f vyhladnem, hodinky, aby som vedela, ak\u00e1 som be\u017eky\u0148a a potom o t\u00fd\u017ede\u0148 prestanem, lebo schniapem \u010dokol\u00e1du, poviem si, a je to v h\u00e1ji, a tak si d\u00e1m s mu\u017eom ve\u010deru a ideme odznova&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Viac vzru\u0161uje ma predstava be\u017ekyne v par\u00e1dnych tepl\u00e1koch a s celou tou nepotrebnou v\u00fdbavou. Tak by ma radi videli moje ve\u013ek\u00e9 deti. Vrav\u00edm im, \u017ee ke\u010f som v Bernol\u00e1kove predbiehala be\u017eiac vlaky, ani mi nenapadlo, ako vyzer\u00e1m.<\/p>\n<p>Svet sa zmenil. A ja u\u017e nepredbehnem vlak, len by som rada deck\u00e1m sprostredkovala, ako to v\u0161etko bolo a v\u00f4bec nebolelo!<\/p>\n<p>A tu sa v poslednom \u010dase na soci\u00e1lnej sieti \u010doraz mlad\u0161\u00edm ro\u010dn\u00edkom zd\u00e1, \u017ee starn\u00fa. Odfotia si prv\u00e9 \u0161ediny, jemn\u00e9 vr\u00e1sky \u0161tekliace od k\u00fatika oka tv\u00e1r, natiahnu sa ma\u010daco na gau\u010di a \u201estarn\u00fa a\u00a0starn\u00fa\u201c. Niektor\u00e9 maj\u00fa \u010dosi cez tridsa\u0165, in\u00e9 tesne po \u0161tyridsiatke.<\/p>\n<p>E\u0161te nestarnete, moje mil\u00e9. Starne sa, ke\u010f v\u00e1m od\u00eddu rodi\u010dia a m\u00f4\u017eete ich stretn\u00fa\u0165 iba v nebi,\u00a0 ke\u010f za\u010dn\u00fa po jednom odch\u00e1dza\u0165 do neba kamar\u00e1ti, va\u0161e deti sa ods\u0165ahuj\u00fa z domu, ke\u010f idete po chodn\u00edku vo svojom meste a zist\u00edte, \u017ee tu u\u017e takmer nikoho nepozn\u00e1te, ke\u010f id\u00fac po ulici m\u00ed\u0148ate spolu s nov\u00fdmi budovami star\u00e9 domy a stromy, ktor\u00e9 na nej u\u017e nestoja, no vy ich tam vid\u00edte, ke\u010f je \u010doraz menej na v\u00e1s svet zvedav\u00fd, ke\u010f za\u010dnete chodi\u0165 k\u00a0lek\u00e1rovi, a ten v\u00e1s posiela k \u010fal\u0161iemu a \u010fal\u0161iemu, ke\u010f sa prestanete rady pozera\u0165 do zrkadla, ale pozer\u00e1te sa do\u0148 \u010dastej\u0161ie a dlh\u0161ie ako predt\u00fdm, ke\u010f v\u00a0 \u0148om trochu pripom\u00ednate v\u00e1\u0161ho ple\u0161at\u00e9ho otca a nahnevan\u00fa mamu, ke\u010f sa viac boj\u00edte, ke\u010f menej sp\u00edte, ale noc v\u00e1s neom\u00edna, ke\u010f sa najviac te\u0161\u00edte z det\u00ed, ke\u010f nem\u00e1te to, \u010do m\u00e1te na jazyku a na srdci, komu poveda\u0165, ke\u010f v\u00e1s deti po\u00fa\u010daj\u00fa a zahriakuj\u00fa, ke\u010f sa z man\u017eela stane v\u00e1\u0161 najlep\u0161\u00ed kamar\u00e1t a prestanete s n\u00edm bojova\u0165, ke\u010f m\u00e1te rady les a stromy a kvety viac ako \u010doko\u013evek in\u00e9 na svete a ke\u010f viete, \u017ee na mnoh\u00fdch veciach nez\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed a na mnoh\u00fdch z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed najviac na svete, dokonca iba na nich z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed, ke\u010f prest\u00e1vate chcie\u0165 veci a d\u00f4le\u017eit\u00e9 je spolu, ke\u010f c\u00edtite, ako je na svete dobre, p\u00e1\u010di sa v\u00e1m, z \u010doho a ako je utkan\u00fd, ke\u010f za\u010dnete odp\u00fa\u0161\u0165a\u0165 a by\u0165 ve\u013ekorys\u00e9 k \u013eu\u010fom okolo, ke\u010f tu e\u0161te ve\u013emi, ve\u013emi chcete by\u0165 a v\u0161eli\u010do vidie\u0165, ke\u010f si chcete po\u010dka\u0165 na vn\u00fa\u010dat\u00e1 a e\u0161te im v\u0161eli\u010do porozpr\u00e1va\u0165 o svete, o\u00a0tom, ak\u00fd bol, ke\u010f ste boli v ich veku, o t\u00fdch domoch a stromoch pri ceste, o\u00a0\u013eu\u010foch, \u010do tu \u017eili, o va\u0161ich rodi\u010doch, ale aj o tom, \u017ee na svete je dobre, a preto ho treba chr\u00e1ni\u0165, ako ke\u010f last\u00fara pevne zviera perlu, ako ke\u010f hrudn\u00fd k\u00f4\u0161 chr\u00e1ni srdce, ktor\u00e9 v \u0148om tl\u010die, ako v klietke pod solarom, ke\u010f ste unaven\u00e9 r\u00fdchlej\u0161ie, ba zav\u0161e e\u0161te sk\u00f4r, ako nie\u010do za\u010dnete robi\u0165, ke\u010f by ste \u010doraz \u010dastej\u0161ie najrad\u0161ej z hlavnej odbo\u010dili do h\u00fa\u0161tin, na blatist\u00e9 chodn\u00edky, za humn\u00e1, kde za\u010d\u00ednaj\u00fa z\u00e1hrady, frnkaj\u00fa vt\u00e1ky do neba a zvonia zvony do kostola, ke\u010f uva\u017eujete dos\u0165 naliehavo o pr\u00e1ci, o p\u00edsan\u00ed, \u010di m\u00e1 dajak\u00fd v\u00fdznam, o t\u00fdch slov\u00e1ch, ako sa hovoria a o\u00a0chlebe, ako sa je, a \u017ee ko\u013eko je toho medzit\u00fdm, skr\u00e1tka, ke\u010f chod\u00edte po svete a rozp\u00edjaj\u00fa sa v\u00e1m kont\u00fary, ke\u010f si uvedomujete, ako ten \u017eivot uh\u00e1\u0148a, ke\u010f viete, \u017ee v p\u00edsan\u00ed a ani v \u017eivote u\u017e ve\u013ea vec\u00ed neurob\u00edte, ke\u010f sa osamelos\u0165 sna\u017e\u00edte rozchodi\u0165 povrchn\u00fdmi re\u010dami, krikom, buchotom v kuchyni, no nejako to nejde&#8230;\u00a0Ke\u010f sa pozer\u00e1te do tv\u00e1r\u00ed mlad\u00fdm \u013eu\u010fom, vid\u00edte, ak\u00e1 je t\u00e1 mlados\u0165 nevinn\u00e1 a zahmlen\u00e1, je tam v\u0161eli\u010do, \u010do e\u0161te nevedia, vid\u00edte, ako to nevedia a nevidia a \u017ee sa to ned\u00e1 nijako sprostredkova\u0165, no star\u0161\u00ed \u013eudia to maj\u00fa v tv\u00e1ri. Stek\u00e1 im to po nej, uklad\u00e1 sa v jar\u010dekoch vr\u00e1sok. V strednom veku m\u00e1 \u010dlovek ostrej\u0161ie kont\u00fary, no na star\u00e9 kolen\u00e1 ich strat\u00ed a znovu sa to akoby rozpije v tv\u00e1ri.<\/p>\n<p>Inak, staroba sa zav\u0161e prejavuje aj ako neuverite\u013en\u00e1 nuda. Ve\u010f je to splnen\u00fd sen. Nemus\u00edte ni\u010d, v\u0161eli\u010do m\u00f4\u017eete chcie\u0165. A predsa sa c\u00edtite nani\u010d!\u00a0 Nie\u017eeby sa ni\u010d pohodlnej\u0161ie, vyhovuj\u00facej\u0161ie a\u00a0zdrav\u0161ie, ako m\u00e1te, nedalo vymyslie\u0165 alebo k\u00fapi\u0165, zav\u0161e rozm\u00fd\u0161\u013eate, ako ubzikn\u00fa\u0165. Len\u017ee neviete a ani nem\u00e1te kam. Zmenili ste skupenstvo, tvar aj tv\u00e1r, ma\u0161\u00edrujete z bodu \u00e1 do bodu b\u00e9, ale nie na koniec sveta, za roh niekde inde&#8230; tie mo\u017enosti staroba nem\u00e1!<\/p>\n<p>Pon\u00e1h\u013eajte sa pomaly, m\u00e1j je najkraj\u0161\u00ed mesiac, \u0161up, \u0161up, pod \u010dere\u0161ne a za humn\u00e1, va\u0161a Veve<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Veronika \u0160ikulov\u00e1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 Mala som u\u017e ani neviem ko\u013ek\u00e9 narodky vo svojom \u017eivote, e\u0161te st\u00e1le nos\u00edm zav\u0161e vysok\u00e9 op\u00e4tky, hoci potom ve\u010der z nich zostupujem ako zo schodov, nahov\u00e1ram si toti\u017e, \u017ee rob\u00edm nie\u010do pre klenbu (\u00f3, ak\u00e9 vzne\u0161en\u00e9 slovo!) svojich chodidiel, ktor\u00e9 ma sedemstop\u00e4\u0165sto rokov nosia po svete a idem sa zbl\u00e1zni\u0165 od bolesti, ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":10684,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16,121],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11283","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-fejton","category-maj-2023"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11283","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11283"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11283\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11284,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11283\/revisions\/11284"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10684"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11283"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11283"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11283"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}