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Zav\u0161e som lep\u0161ia \u201eon line\u201c ako \u201elive\u201c, aj teraz, pracujem z domu, \u201efrom home\u201c, a tak ako oby\u010dajne, ke\u010f nejdem do pr\u00e1ce\u00a0a\u00a0\u201elebed\u00edm si doma\u201c, ako\u017ee si vychutn\u00e1vam v\u0161etky dom\u00e1ce pr\u00e1ce – opra\u0165, vystrie\u0165, navari\u0165, nak\u0155mi\u0165, umy\u0165 riad, odlo\u017ei\u0165, pekne ako na vojne, nech to ods\u00fdpa. Aj ods\u00fdpa a inde prib\u00fada. Posla\u0165 kopec mailov, ke\u010f pr\u00eddu na ne odpovede odpoveda\u0165, telefonova\u0165, redigova\u0165, p\u00edsa\u0165, v\u00e4\u010d\u0161inou sa neviem zastavi\u0165, a\u00a0zrazu zist\u00edm, \u017ee tak\u00e1 je t\u00e1 pr\u00e1ca doma blahodarn\u00e1, \u017ee sa vlastne te\u0161\u00edm do pr\u00e1ce. Na r\u00e1no, ke\u010f o \u0161tvr\u0165 na osem zatvor\u00edm br\u00e1nu, prebehnem dvorom aj Pezinkom, na n\u00e1\u0161 knihovn\u00edcky pult, na kni\u017eky, a napriek tomu, \u017ee m\u00e1me kopec povinnost\u00ed a v\u00fdjazdov a pr\u00e1zdninov\u00fdch pl\u00e1nov na pobo\u010dke, c\u00edtim sa trochu ako bezdomovec. Tak si aspo\u0148 u\u017e\u00edvam ka\u017ed\u00fd pracovn\u00fd v\u00fdjazd do kni\u017enice, ke\u010f tam idem na poradu a ke\u010f je tam moja \u00fa\u010das\u0165 nevyhnutn\u00e1.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Beh. Cvrlikaj\u00fa svr\u010dky, vonia \u017eito a lesn\u00e1 m\u00e4ta a tr\u00e1va a v\u0161elijak\u00e1 bo\u017eia \u010dalam\u00e1da, ach, ak\u00fa moc maj\u00fa v\u00f4ne… Cesta do potrav\u00edn, slnko, ulica, Zigo v p\u00e1sikavom tri\u010dku, aloe d\u017e\u00fas nemaj\u00fa, ro\u017eky maj\u00fa, \u0161uchot igelitu, bankomat, smetiari, banka a\u017e o deviatej, hrmot odpadkov\u00fdch ko\u0161ov, dvor, pozametan\u00e9, poliate kvety, vlha u susedov, oprat\u00e1 bielize\u0148, vo\u0148avka na z\u00e1p\u00e4st\u00ed, ko\u017ea, nejak\u00e9 orechy, nie\u010do sladk\u00e9, nie\u010do dobr\u00e9, nie\u010do nezrozumite\u013en\u00e9, \u010do \u010dosi pripom\u00edna. Aviv\u00e1\u017e, vedr\u00e1 s da\u017e\u010fovou vodou, psie granule, na terase, orie\u0161ky, med, obaly na kni\u017eky, igelit s\u00a0roztopenou \u010dokol\u00e1dou, mal\u00e9 figy a\u00a0m\u00e4kk\u00e9 broskyne.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Cesta autobusom, z\u00e1hrady, s\u00a0ktor\u00fdmi sa pozn\u00e1m takmer d\u00f4verne. Aksamietnice, necht\u00edky, krasu\u013eky, \u0161alvie, kapuc\u00ednky, lupinusy, net\u00fdkavky, povojn\u00edky, papu\u013eky, c\u00ednie, astry, fuksie, gaz\u00e1nie, stra\u010die n\u00f4\u017eky, srdcovky, n\u00e1prstn\u00edky, slezy, floxy, z\u00e1hrady, v\u00a0ktor\u00fdch kvety rast\u00fa ved\u013ea mrkvy a\u00a0paradajok, kde s\u00fa stromy s\u00a0ovoc\u00edm podopieran\u00e9 palicami, s\u00a0chodn\u00ed\u010dkami, ktor\u00e9 si vychodili na\u0161i ps\u00edkovia a\u00a0ma\u010dky, kon\u010da ktor\u00fdch s\u00fa kurn\u00edky a\u00a0zaja\u010dince,\u00a0kde si susedia cez plot pod\u00e1vaj\u00fa ruky a\u00a0kol\u00e1\u010de a\u00a0ovocie. Nevad\u00ed, \u017ee m\u00e1te marhule, toto s\u00fa na\u0161e, ochutnajte!<\/span><\/p>\n Vravel mi Jano Fiala, ako potichu kr\u00e1\u010da dvorom, zastane pod longo\u0161om s\u00a0vini\u010dom a\u00a0potom ide do z\u00e1hrady, ni\u010d, iba v\u00a0\u0161\u013eapk\u00e1ch a\u00a0sused, ktor\u00fd sed\u00ed za plotom na dvore, ho pozn\u00e1 pod\u013ea ch\u00f4dze. \u201eTo si ty, Jano? \u010co rob\u00ed\u0161?\u201c<\/span><\/p>\n Pozn\u00e1m po hlase v\u0161etky modransk\u00e9 koh\u00faty. Viem, kedy ktor\u00fd kri\u010d\u00ed bud\u00ed\u010dek, pozn\u00e1m vedr\u00e1, \u010do zav\u0161e klopn\u00fa o\u00a0bet\u00f3n, no\u017enice cvakaj\u00face vo vinohradoch, zav\u0161e sa mi zd\u00e1, \u017ee pozn\u00e1m susedov pod\u013ea dychu, vzdychu, pod\u013ea pukania kost\u00ed, ke\u010f si po robote na\u0165ahuj\u00fa chrbty. Pozn\u00e1m ich psov, ma\u010dky, sliepky, ka\u010dky, pod\u013ea v\u00f4ne pozn\u00e1m ich pracie pr\u00e1\u0161ky aj aviv\u00e1\u017e, viem, \u010do im kvitne v\u00a0z\u00e1hrad\u00e1ch, zav\u0161e si nechtiac vypo\u010dujem ich tr\u00e1penia, pozn\u00e1m pesni\u010dky, ktor\u00e9 si spievaj\u00fa na oslav\u00e1ch, viem, kedy sa povadia, udobria, kedy s\u00fa chor\u00ed a kedy maj\u00fa d\u00f4vod na rados\u0165…\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Podve\u010der zostane ticho, po\u010du\u0165 len to\u010dky s\u00a0vodou a\u00a0tich\u00fd rozhovor pri krhle. Bola, nebola, mali, nemali, stretli, zajtra, uvid\u00edm, odstrihli, lekv\u00e1r, marhule zmrzli, uhorky bud\u00fa, nevl\u00e1dzem, chor\u00e1 je, nep\u00f4jde, pekn\u00e9, nevad\u00ed…\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Ke\u010f s\u00fa jahody, v\u0161etci padaj\u00fa do lekv\u00e1ru. A r\u00e1no potom na kuchynsk\u00fdch stoloch poh\u00e1re s\u00a0jahodov\u00fdm\u00a0d\u017eemom svietia ako lampy a\u00a0moje susedy si o\u00a0tom v\u0161etkom be\u017enom a\u00a0oby\u010dajnom cez plot rozpr\u00e1vaj\u00fa. <\/span><\/p>\n Aj preto rada chod\u00edm z\u00a0Modry do Pezinka do pr\u00e1ce. Rada chod\u00edm aj vlakmi do Bratislavy. Aby som videla, \u017ee v\u0161etko je po starom, \u017ee v\u0161ade \u017eij\u00fa \u013eudia ako my u\u00a0n\u00e1s v\u00a0Modre, ktor\u00ed sa mrvia okolo domov, zdravia cez ploty, chodia do pr\u00e1ce, ve\u010der varia lekv\u00e1r a\u00a0zav\u0161e si niekam do sveta odbehn\u00fa na dovolenku, mo\u017eno iba preto, aby si potvrdili, \u017ee doma ich to pozn\u00e1, a\u00a0\u017ee tam je im najlep\u0161ie.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n A potom bude leto a v\u0161etci sa niekam vyparia.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Ke\u010f sa vr\u00e1tia, slnko si \u010dupne k\u00a0zemi a\u00a0zadym\u00ed sa z\u00a0niektor\u00fdch modransk\u00fdch kom\u00ednov, jese\u0148 sa\u00a0rozkro\u010d\u00ed medzi d\u0148ami, v\u017edy pr\u00edde tak, ako si to pam\u00e4t\u00e1m, \u0161kol\u00e1ci sa vr\u00e1tia do \u0161k\u00f4l, \u013eudia sa vracaj\u00fa z\u00a0dovoleniek a\u00a0zavl\u00e1dne ak\u00fdsi pr\u00edjemn\u00fd poriadok.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Hne\u010f ho zavetr\u00edm nosom a\u00a0mo\u017eno sa mi u\u013eav\u00ed, \u017ee leto skon\u010dilo, svet sfarebnie, zmen\u00ed sa osvetlenie, in\u00e9 svetlo bud\u00fa ma\u0165 r\u00e1na, dni aj ve\u010dery, popod nohy sa zrazu pripletie ak\u00fdsi d\u00f4verne zn\u00e1my chlad…\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Minul\u00fd rok ma na soci\u00e1lnej sieti pote\u0161il status psychiatra Michala Patar\u00e1ka: \u201e<\/span>Neviem, \u010di to niekto z v\u00e1s poci\u0165uje tie\u017e, tipujem, \u017ee \u00e1no – i ke\u010f to vo ve\u013ekej miere z\u00e1vis\u00ed od temperamentu – ale po t\u00fdch pr\u00e1zdnin\u00e1ch, ktor\u00e9 som vn\u00edmal aj dos\u0165 hekticky, teraz poci\u0165ujem nie\u010do ako slas\u0165 z ka\u017edodennosti a pravideln\u00e9ho rytmu udalost\u00ed.\u201c Okam\u017eite som mu odp\u00edsala, \u017ee aj mne sa vlastne u\u013eavilo, \u017ee svet je v ko\u013eajach.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Michal to nazval pr\u00edlivom a\u00a0odlivom, a\u00a0asi mal pravdu, lebo v\u0161etko, \u010do zhruba pred troma mesiacmi odi\u0161lo, sa zrazu vr\u00e1ti, star\u00e9 straten\u00e9 veci robia rados\u0165.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Nevad\u00ed mi, ke\u010f sa posunie \u010das. Do\u013eava \u010di doprava…\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Teraz je v\u0161ak v\u0161etko inak, naopak. Prich\u00e1dza leto, kvety str\u00e1caj\u00fa lupene a v\u00e1bia v\u010dely, vo\u0148aj\u00fa ru\u017ee, t\u00fd\u010dia sa ty\u010dinky aj piestiky, zreje ovocie, \u0161kol\u00e1ci e\u0161te dop\u00ed\u0161u p\u00edsomky a\u00a0pr\u00e1zdniny…\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Ve\u010der mi b\u00fdva zima aj tma.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n E\u0161te doned\u00e1vna som si myslela, \u017ee som ten najlenivej\u0161\u00ed \u010dlovek na svete, no rechnuj\u00fac, ako v poslednom \u010dase ve\u013ea \u010d\u00edtam a p\u00ed\u0161em, som zistila, \u017ee vekom som asi spracovitela, \u010di \u010do. A\u00a0st\u00e1le sp\u00e1vam v dobrej spolo\u010dnosti: Proust, Celine, Brodskij…\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n A Dunaj dun\u00ed a vlna za vlnou sa val\u00ed. Vlna je kr\u00e1sne slovo, ale najkraj\u0161ie sa povie vlna po franc\u00fazsky a ke\u010f sa spieva a spieva Jacques Brel Le plat pays, tak najviac. Preva\u013euje to slovo na jazyku ako vlnu, ako sa preva\u013euje z boka na bok krajina. Kop\u010dek a dolinka, zvlnen\u00fd ter\u00e9n.<\/span><\/p>\n Dozrievaj\u00fa jahody. Najkraj\u0161ie a najvo\u0148avej\u0161ie ovocie. V kol\u00e1\u010di n\u00e1js\u0165 jahodu je ako n\u00e1js\u0165 prste\u0148 v polievke, piln\u00edk v buchte vo v\u00e4zen\u00ed \u010di \u0161tvorl\u00edstok v tr\u00e1ve. Je j\u00fan, za\u010diatok leta, var\u00ed sa d\u017eem, zreje ovocie. Svet je v\u00a0ko\u013eajach.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n M\u00e1m v\u0161elijak\u00e9 tajn\u00e9 pl\u00e1ny pr\u00e1zdninov\u00e9, \u0161atov\u00e9 aj top\u00e1nkov\u00e9, kni\u017en\u00e9 aj liter\u00e1rne… A z\u00e1hradn\u00e9. Mrn\u010dia dvere, \u017ee je r\u00e1no, dupoce pes, vlhy \u017elto oh\u00fdbaj\u00fa dni. Sr\u0161\u00ed leto, u\u017e sa preklopilo, \u010dosi som dokon\u010dila, in\u00e9 mus\u00edm dorobi\u0165… Susedov koh\u00fat vst\u00e1va o tretej, \u010fate\u013e pracuje od \u0161iestej, vlha j\u00f3dluje a\u017e o siedmej a drozdy s\u00fa nena\u017eranci. <\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Inak, ani to leto nepri\u0161lo zrazu… Ni\u010d nie je tak, \u017ee jedn\u00e9ho r\u00e1na sa zobud\u00edte a zist\u00edte, \u017ee \u201ejste se prom\u011bnili\u201c v obludn\u00fd hmyz ako \u0158eho\u0159 Samsa. Hmyzom sa \u010dlovek st\u00e1va postupne. Ja u\u017e m\u00e1m na noh\u00e1ch kefky…<\/span><\/p>\n K\u00fapte si nov\u00e9 letn\u00e9 \u0161aty, nech vyzer\u00e1te ako \u00faryvky z l\u00faky! V lete s\u00fa kvety in. Aj na \u0161at\u00e1ch. A nespadnite do lekv\u00e1ru. Va\u0161a Veve<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n Veronika \u0160ikulov\u00e1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Zav\u0161e som lep\u0161ia \u201eon line\u201c ako \u201elive\u201c, aj teraz, pracujem z domu, \u201efrom home\u201c, a tak ako oby\u010dajne, ke\u010f nejdem do pr\u00e1ce\u00a0a\u00a0\u201elebed\u00edm si doma\u201c, ako\u017ee si vychutn\u00e1vam v\u0161etky dom\u00e1ce pr\u00e1ce – opra\u0165, vystrie\u0165, navari\u0165, nak\u0155mi\u0165, umy\u0165 riad, odlo\u017ei\u0165, pekne ako na vojne, nech to ods\u00fdpa. Aj ods\u00fdpa a inde prib\u00fada. 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