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M\u00e1m rada r\u00e1na ako to dne\u0161n\u00e9, vrznutie br\u00e1nky a\u00a0beh na autobus, teplo v\u00a0autobuse, niekoho, kto si ved\u013ea m\u0148a \u010d\u00edta, predava\u010dku v\u00a0trafike v\u00a0Pezinku, kde to tro\u0161ku posmrdk\u00e1va cigo\u0161kami, moju rann\u00fa cigo\u0161ku, id\u00fac cestou do roboty, moju, teda pezinsk\u00fa kni\u017enicu, jej v\u00f4\u0148u, v\u00f4\u0148u kn\u00edh, a som neskonal\u00e1 optimistka, \u010do sa kn\u00edh a\u00a0ich \u010d\u00edtania t\u00fdka. M\u00e1m rada kni\u017eky. \u010c\u00edtanie by mi ch\u00fdbalo ako jedlo, pitie, prech\u00e1dzka, vt\u00e1ky na stromoch, jahody a\u00a0\u010dere\u0161ne v\u00a0lete, jablk\u00e1 a\u00a0hru\u0161ky v\u00a0zime, ako sp\u00e1nok, ako sneh, modlitba moja ka\u017edodenn\u00e1, a\u00a0\u010dudujem sa v\u0161etk\u00fdm katastrofick\u00fdm scen\u00e1rom, \u017ee mo\u017eno sa raz kni\u017eky vytratia a\u00a0nebud\u00fa \u010d\u00edta\u0165, \u017ee kni\u017enice zanikn\u00fa a bude sa n\u00e1s iba zop\u00e1r \u010ditate\u013eov potulova\u0165 kdesi po smetisku dej\u00edn a\u00a0zop\u00e1r t\u00fdch, \u010do kni\u017eky bud\u00fa p\u00edsa\u0165…<\/p>\n

V\u00a0\u0161kole sme sa u\u010dili naspam\u00e4\u0165 b\u00e1se\u0148 Ladislava Novomesk\u00e9ho: \u201e..a\u017e sa raz bud\u00fa b\u00e1sne \u010d\u00edta\u0165, a\u017e v\u00a0\u013eu\u010foch \u013eud\u00ed spozn\u00e1\u0161 zas, a\u017e roztop\u00ed sa v\u00a0jarn\u00fdch vod\u00e1ch jesenn\u00fd sneh a\u00a0zimn\u00fd mr\u00e1z, jak \u00faboh\u00fd bol povieme si \u010das pu\u0161iek, d\u00fdk a\u00a0n\u00e1reku, v\u00a0ktorom bol b\u00e1snik nepotrebn\u00fd a\u00a0\u010dlovek cudz\u00ed \u010dloveku!\u201c T\u00e1 b\u00e1se\u0148 mi st\u00e1le chod\u00ed po rozume, hoci to, o\u00a0\u010dom b\u00e1snik p\u00edsal, sa pravdepodobne t\u00fdkalo vojnov\u00e9ho obdobia. Po\u00e9zia sa v\u0161ak akosi potichu\u010dky vytr\u00e1ca z\u00a0n\u00e1\u0161ho be\u017en\u00e9ho \u017eivota, hoci pr\u00e1ve ona by mala by\u0165 pr\u00edtomn\u00e1 v\u0161ade, a nielen vo v\u0161etk\u00fdch druhoch umenia, a\u00a0ak tam nie je, hovor\u00edme, \u017ee \u010dosi tomu ch\u00fdba!<\/p>\n

\u017dijem v\u00a0rodine b\u00e1snika, ale stret\u00e1vam sa s\u00a0\u013eu\u010fmi, ktor\u00ed b\u00e1sni\u010dky ne\u010d\u00edtaj\u00fa, nepoznaj\u00fa Sk\u00e1cela, Seiferta, Nezvala, Reyneka, Smreka, Kostru, Mihalkovi\u010da, Stacha, \u0160imonovi\u010da, V\u00e1lka, Ondru\u0161a, Feldeka, ne\u010d\u00edtaj\u00fa R\u00fafusa, o\u00a0tvorbe inojazy\u010dn\u00fdch autorov nebudem hovori\u0165, chce sa mi zosta\u0165 u\u00a0n\u00e1s doma, lebo je \u010do \u010d\u00edta\u0165: Jurolek, Groch, Mil\u010d\u00e1k, Pastier, Litv\u00e1k, Hevier, Buz\u00e1ssy, Ondrei\u010dka, Haugov\u00e1, Podrack\u00e1, \u0160trpka, \u0160trasser, Habaj, Kucbelov\u00e1, Feren\u010duhov\u00e1…<\/p>\n

Hocikde v\u00a0novin\u00e1ch sa kedysi objavila b\u00e1sni\u010dka. Pre rados\u0165, ako orech v\u00a0kol\u00e1\u010di, \u0161aty v\u00a0orechu… B\u00e1sni\u010dky sa v\u0161ak v\u00a0novin\u00e1ch prestali objavova\u0165, takmer nik si ich nepo\u017ei\u010diava ani v\u00a0kni\u017enici, iba ke\u010f sa bl\u00ed\u017ei Hviezdoslavov Kub\u00edn alebo in\u00e1 recita\u010dn\u00e1 s\u00fa\u0165a\u017e. Aj vtedy pani u\u010dite\u013eky poradia de\u0165om roky a\u00a0roky osved\u010den\u00e9 recepty, darmo im rad\u00edm, pon\u00fakam zmenu, pani u\u010dite\u013eka povedala…<\/p>\n

Nejako sme s\u00a0po\u00e9ziou vo vojne. Namiesto nej si \u013eudia ob\u013e\u00fabili a\u00a0po\u017ei\u010diavaj\u00fa literat\u00faru faktu, harlek\u00fdnky, horory, kni\u017eky na jedno kopyto, p\u00e4\u0165desiat odtie\u0148ov \u0161edej, ru\u017eovej, \u010dervenej, zelenej… kni\u017eky ako zosta\u0165 pekn\u00e1 aj po p\u00e4\u0165desiatke, ako schudn\u00fa\u0165 bez pohybu, o\u00a0kuch\u00e1rskych knih\u00e1ch r\u00f4znej proveniencie a\u00a0kvality ani nehovor\u00edm, \u010fakujem, nepros\u00edm si, rad\u0161ej pou\u017eijem t\u00fa Feldekovu, v\u00a0ktorej sa p\u00ed\u0161e: \u201e… dobr\u00fd de\u0148, som kuch\u00e1r Vendel Kned\u013ea, nau\u010d\u00edm v\u00e1s vari\u0165 svoje jedl\u00e1… buch ja, buch ty, m\u00e1me buchty…\u201c a\u00a0najem sa!<\/p>\n

\u010cas pu\u0161iek, d\u00fdk a\u00a0n\u00e1reku – nariekame nad drahotou, medzi\u013eudsk\u00fdmi vz\u0165ahmi, teplom aj zimou, nep\u00e1\u010dia sa n\u00e1m Vianoce ani Ve\u013ek\u00e1 noc, nevo\u0148aj\u00fa n\u00e1m \u0161t\u00e1tne ani cirkevn\u00e9 sviatky, chcelo by to \u010dosi onakvej\u0161ie (mo\u017eno trochu po\u00e9zie!). Tento rok s\u00fa vraj na Vianoce v\u00a0m\u00f3de strieborn\u00e9 \u010di zlat\u00e9 strom\u010deky v\u00a0kombin\u00e1cii s\u00a0bielou, Je\u017ei\u0161ko v\u00a0Betleheme na slame sa u\u017e nenos\u00ed, a \u010doraz menej nos\u00ed kni\u017eky, blaznieme z\u00a0predviano\u010dn\u00fdch aj poviano\u010dn\u00fdch zliav, z\u00a0v\u00fdmo\u013eov na ceste, zo spr\u00e1v, z\u00a0dia\u013enic, z\u00a0nekult\u00farnosti v politike…<\/p>\n

Ke\u010f za\u010dujem, ako niekto kv\u00e1ka, ako v\u0161etci za to m\u00f4\u017eeme, uraz\u00edm sa. Ja som v\u00a0tom nevinne! Ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no idem do pr\u00e1ce autobusom, \u017eeriem p\u00e1rky s\u00a0hor\u010dicou, zap\u00edjam ich vodou z to\u010dky na hajzli, hocikedy nem\u00e1m prachy, ale zastanem si svoje miesto a zbieram odpadky okolo kni\u017enice, hoci to nem\u00e1m v\u00a0n\u00e1plni pr\u00e1ce, star\u00e1m sa o\u00a0deti, plat\u00edm, hoci s\u00a0oneskoren\u00edm, elektrinu, plyn, nevlastn\u00edm \u017eiadnu zbra\u0148, ka\u017ed\u00fa nede\u013eu idem do kostola. M\u00e1m tis\u00edc bratov a\u00a0tis\u00edc sestier, nebola som na liposukcii, nem\u00e1m kerku, truklu v\u00a0nose ani inde, umel\u00e9 nechty, silik\u00f3nov\u00e9 prsia ani bradavky, nedala som si umel\u00e9 mihalnice a\u00a0hoci som v\u00a0\u201enajlep\u0161\u00edch\u201c rokoch, ne\u0161\u013eah\u00e1 mi z\u00a0toho.<\/p>\n

Boj\u00edm sa, \u017ee raz vl\u00e1da ods\u00fahlas\u00ed z\u00e1kon, \u017ee prednos\u0165 maj\u00fa nielen mlad\u00ed, ale aj pekn\u00ed, \u013eudia pripom\u00ednaj\u00faci man\u017eelov Bekhamovcov, ktor\u00ed bud\u00fa vyzera\u0165 ako keby ich \u201evydegeneroval\u201c po\u010d\u00edta\u010d…<\/p>\n

Odbo\u010dila som iba zdanlivo, k\u013eu\u010dka na vreckovke, z\u00a0n\u00e1\u0161ho \u017eivota sa vytratili b\u00e1sne a\u00a0po\u00e9zia. M\u00e1m na to \u201era\u0165af\u00e1k\u201c. Ne\u010d\u00edtame po\u00e9ziu, je to na \u013eu\u010foch vidno a\u00a0onedlho n\u00e1m za \u0148ou bude aj smutno. Rovnako ako je n\u00e1m, spisovate\u013eom, smutno za dlh\u00fdmi rozhovormi o\u00a0literat\u00fare. Zmenil sa liter\u00e1rny \u017eivot na Slovensku, nem\u00e1 to gule ani gr\u00e1dy, hoci n\u00e1m ako\u017ee vr\u00e1tili budmerick\u00fd ka\u0161tie\u013e, pravda\u017ee, mnoh\u00fdmi zazn\u00e1van\u00fd ako nie\u010do snobsk\u00e9, prisluhuj\u00face v\u00a0\u010dasoch, ke\u010f spisovatelia boli na Slovensku \u201esvedom\u00edm n\u00e1roda\u201c a re\u017eimu. Sem sme chodievali s\u00a0otcom Vincom od mali\u010dka, pam\u00e4t\u00e1m si nielen na\u0161e detsk\u00e9 hry, ale aj dlh\u00e9, predlh\u00e9 no\u010dn\u00e9 rozhovory na\u0161ich otcov spisovate\u013eov o\u00a0literat\u00fare v\u00a0niektorom zo sal\u00f3nov. Vtedy sa faj\u010dilo vo v\u0161etk\u00fdch, dokonca aj na izb\u00e1ch, pri pr\u00e1ci… Teraz je na rozhovor vy\u010dlenen\u00fd jeden sal\u00f3n. Kedysi tu bola aj her\u0148a, v\u00a0ktorej sa hr\u00e1vali \u0161achy a\u00a0mastili karty.<\/p>\n

Ako vznik\u00e1 kni\u017eka? T\u00ed, \u010do ich p\u00ed\u0161u, vedia, \u017ee svoje za\u010diatky \u010dasto kni\u017eky maj\u00fa niekedy na sedadle v\u00a0autobuse, pri rozhovore, na prech\u00e1dzke, zav\u0161e sta\u010d\u00ed poh\u013ead z\u00a0okna, vylet\u00ed iskra a\u00a0roz\u017eiari sa…<\/p>\n

Dnes spisovatelia vy\u0161li z\u00a0m\u00f3dy, nie s\u00fa svedom\u00edm n\u00e1roda. M\u00e1 n\u00e1rod svedomie? Kto je dnes svedom\u00edm n\u00e1roda? Ilja Zeljenka vravieval, \u017ee ak \u010dlovek never\u00ed v\u00a0Boha, mus\u00ed si t\u00fa bradu nalepi\u0165 s\u00e1m a\u00a0s\u00e1m sa s\u00fadi\u0165… A\u00a0n\u00e1\u0161 tato s\u00a0Rudom Slobodom mi raz – ako b\u00fdval\u00ed radisti – radili, \u017ee treba \u010d\u00edta\u0165 b\u00e1sne, aby \u010dlovek mal preduchovnen\u00fd, komorn\u00fd v\u00fdraz! Komorn\u00fd vraj nemus\u00ed by\u0165 odvoden\u00fd iba od komory, hoci aj v\u00a0komore je dobre, najm\u00e4 ke\u010f je pln\u00e1!<\/p>\n

Vo ve\u013ek\u00fdch, obrovsk\u00fdch kn\u00edhkupectv\u00e1ch mus\u00edte po\u00e9ziu h\u013eada\u0165. Oby\u010dajne je zastr\u010den\u00e1 v\u00a0\u00fazkom reg\u00e1li kdesi v\u00a0k\u00fate. Dobr\u00e9ho vraj b\u00fdva m\u00e1lo. Ale s\u00fa vydavate\u013estv\u00e1, ktor\u00e9 po\u00e9ziu v\u00f4bec nevyd\u00e1vaj\u00fa! Vraj pre koho?!<\/p>\n

Star\u00e9 \u017eiarovky stiahli z\u00a0obehu a\u00a0zistili, \u017ee nov\u00e9 \u0161kodia a\u00a0tak sa asi vr\u00e1tia. Aj po\u00e9zia by sa mohla. Svetlo, ktor\u00fdm si prisvecujeme, n\u00e1m \u0161kod\u00ed. Po\u00e9zia je svetlo!<\/p>\n

Hocikedy, ke\u010f som pri\u0161la ku svokrovi na n\u00e1v\u0161tevu, op\u00fdtal sa ma: Pre\u010d\u00edtala si si dnes nejak\u00fa b\u00e1sni\u010dku, Verona? Inokedy vo\u0161iel do izby a\u00a0s\u00e1m nejak\u00fa, nielen svoju, pre\u010d\u00edtal. U\u00a0n\u00e1s je po\u00e9zia doma. A\u00a0nemus\u00ed sa vyz\u00fava\u0165!<\/p>\n

Aj Ameri\u010danom, na ktor\u00fdch sa zav\u0161e chceme podoba\u0165, asi po\u00e9zia ch\u00fdba, a\u00a0asi u\u017e dlh\u0161\u00ed \u010das, lebo ke\u010f som tam naposledy bola, v\u0161etky autobusy boli zvn\u00fatra oblepen\u00e9 b\u00e1s\u0148ami. Rilke, Thomas, Plathov\u00e1, Dickinsonov\u00e1… Po\u00e9ziu pre dospel\u00fdch niektor\u00e9 vydavate\u013estv\u00e1 s\u00a0obr\u00e1zkami serv\u00edrovali de\u0165om.<\/p>\n

Mo\u017eno\u017ee ma to dojalo a\u00a0plakala som. Nielen osamel\u00ed a\u00a0zamilovan\u00ed \u013eudia p\u00ed\u0161u a\u00a0\u010d\u00edtaj\u00fa b\u00e1sne! \u010c\u00edm v\u00e4\u010d\u0161mi o\u00a0tom prem\u00fd\u0161\u013eam, t\u00fdm viac ma bol\u00ed brucho. Obr\u00e1zkovej literat\u00fary faktu dopoly m\u00e1m pln\u00e9 zuby! B\u00e1sne s\u00fa lep\u0161ie, ako esemesky! Ak na po\u00e9ziu zabudneme, vr\u00e1ti sa n\u00e1m to! Na svet sa d\u00e1 pozera\u0165 aj cez b\u00e1se\u0148! Ako to vlastne s\u00a0po\u00e9ziou je? \u201ePtala se t\u011b mlad\u00e1 d\u00edvka, co je to poezie…\u201c (Holan) V\u0161etci moji naozajstn\u00ed kamo\u0161i \u010d\u00edtaj\u00fa b\u00e1sne! Niektor\u00ed ich aj p\u00ed\u0161u! Ostatn\u00ed by mali. Aspo\u0148 \u010d\u00edta\u0165, ak nie oboje! B\u00e1sni\u010dka \u010dloveku m\u00f4\u017ee zmeni\u0165 \u017eivot! A\u00a0\u010dasto sa to aj stane, iba sme na to mnoh\u00ed zabudli! Zabudli sme, \u017ee m\u00f4\u017eeme lieta\u0165 a\u00a0bez b\u00e1sne sme bez kr\u00eddel!<\/p>\n

Chcela som n\u00e1m v\u0161etk\u00fdm do Nov\u00e9ho roka za\u017eela\u0165 ve\u013ea dobr\u00fdch b\u00e1sn\u00ed! Jednu janu\u00e1rov\u00fa hne\u010f namiesto vin\u0161u prid\u00e1vam:<\/p>\n

\u201eJanu\u00e1r, mesiac br\u00fasen\u00fd, bol \/ zovret\u00fd do \u017eelezn\u00fdch obru\u010d\u00ed. Opodia\u013e \/st\u00e1l m\u00f4j tie\u0148 donaha \/ vyzle\u010den\u00fd a\u00a0\u010dakal. \/ … Tam kdesi v\u00a0sklenom lese, v\u00a0\u010d\u00edrom \/ sne\u017een\u00ed a\u00a0zvonobit\u00ed \/ holubienka biela na m\u0148a \u010dak\u00e1, siln\u00e1 \/ pohlav\u00edm. Siln\u00fd sval l\u00e1sky, \/ srdce v\u00a0\u0148om a\u00a0v\u00a0hrdle \/ vzlyk ako \u010dierny vt\u00e1k mu sed\u00ed, dr\u017e\u00ed sa \/ \u010derven\u00fdmi n\u00f4\u017ekami na bielej haluzi… \/ Janu\u00e1r, mesiac z\u00a0ocele, a\u00a0z\u00a0peria \/ kr\u00eddla vody. Len \u010dlovek bez kr\u00eddel a\u00a0v\u00a0put\u00e1ch\u00a0 \/ ruky: nezlo\u017e\u00ed ich\/ v\u00a0prosbe o\u00a0milos\u0165, nevezme \/ hlavu do dlan\u00ed… \/ Sne\u017e\u00ed do tmy, do tmy \/ sne\u017e\u00ed, spieva \/ biela holubienka \/ \u017eensk\u00fdm pla\u010dom, pohlav\u00edm \/ v\u0161ak siln\u00e1… \/ Janu\u00e1r, mesiac br\u00fasen\u00fd, bol \/ zovret\u00fd do \u017eelezn\u00fdch obru\u010d\u00ed. Opodia\u013e \/ st\u00e1l m\u00f4j tie\u0148 donaha \/ vyzle\u010den\u00fd a\u00a0\u010dakal. Do tmy sne\u017e\u00ed, do tmy bl\u00fdska \/ mno\u017estvo sam\u010d\u00edch o\u010d\u00ed spoza mre\u017e\u00ed \/ a\u00a0jastr\u00ed, silno.\u201c (J\u00e1n Stacho)<\/p>\n

Pre\u010d\u00edtajte si cez Vianoce nie\u010do pekn\u00e9! Va\u0161a Veve<\/p>\n

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\u00a0 M\u00e1m rada r\u00e1na ako to dne\u0161n\u00e9, vrznutie br\u00e1nky a\u00a0beh na autobus, teplo v\u00a0autobuse, niekoho, kto si ved\u013ea m\u0148a \u010d\u00edta, predava\u010dku v\u00a0trafike v\u00a0Pezinku, kde to tro\u0161ku posmrdk\u00e1va cigo\u0161kami, moju rann\u00fa cigo\u0161ku, id\u00fac cestou do roboty, moju, teda pezinsk\u00fa kni\u017enicu, jej v\u00f4\u0148u, v\u00f4\u0148u kn\u00edh, a som neskonal\u00e1 optimistka, \u010do sa kn\u00edh a\u00a0ich \u010d\u00edtania t\u00fdka. M\u00e1m rada […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":4178,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16,60],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5160","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-fejton","category-zima-2017"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5160","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5160"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5160\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5162,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5160\/revisions\/5162"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4178"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5160"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5160"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.miaumagazin.sk\/home\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5160"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}