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Predned\u00e1vnom ma oslovili, aby som nap\u00edsala text o nejakom hriechu. A k\u00fdm som si z t\u00fdch siedmich hlavn\u00fdch stihla vybra\u0165, zv\u00fd\u0161ila na m\u0148a iba z\u00e1vis\u0165. Hoh\u00f3, jasna\u010dka, \u017euvina! Vz\u00e1p\u00e4t\u00ed som v\u0161ak \u201esvoju\u201c z\u00e1vis\u0165 chcela vyhandlova\u0165 za in\u00fd hriech… treb\u00e1rs za p\u00fdchu, ob\u017eerstvo, lenivos\u0165, tie mi zav\u0161e id\u00fa ve\u013emi dobre. Dobre lebo neb\u00e1rs. Nik v\u0161ak so mnou handlova\u0165 nechcel, kto by sa u\u017e prizn\u00e1val k z\u00e1visti, a tak som o nej nap\u00edsala, no a odvtedy na t\u00fa svoju chuderu z\u00e1vis\u0165 – nap\u00edsan\u00fa aj nenap\u00edsan\u00fa myslievam.<\/p>\n
Po prv\u00e9 aj druh\u00e9 aj tretie, ja chcem v\u017edy v\u0161etko! \u0160aty, r\u00fa\u017ee, vo\u0148avky aj kol\u00e1\u010de! Co nikoliv, to tak\u00e9, a najlep\u0161ie hne\u010f. Ke\u010f vid\u00edm, \u017ee niekto m\u00e1 prste\u0148, ta\u0161ku, \u0161aty, chcem aj ja, nie v\u00e4\u010d\u0161\u00ed, kraj\u0161ie \u010di viac, tak\u00fd ist\u00fd a nie ten jeho. Podobne ke\u010f niekomu hor\u00ed pod kotlom lep\u0161ie, sna\u017e\u00edm sa aj ja a priklad\u00e1m, alebo ke\u010f pl\u00e1vam na plav\u00e1rni, s\u00fa\u0165a\u017e\u00edm s\u00a0ka\u017ed\u00fdm, kto tam je. Moja z\u00e1vis\u0165 nie je smutn\u00e1, ne\u017ei\u010dliv\u00e1, naopak, nech maj\u00fa v\u0161etci v\u0161etko, ale treb\u00e1rs aj ja…<\/p>\n
Ale potrebujem v\u0161etko?<\/p>\n
Kedysi d\u00e1vno som mu\u017eovi na vojnu p\u00edsala, \u017ee pssst, nebudeme ma\u0165 ni\u010d, ale pssst, nikomu to nevrav, aby n\u00e1m \u013eudia nez\u00e1videli… Z\u00e1vis\u0165 pozn\u00e1m dobre aj z opa\u010dnej strany. Treb\u00e1rs ako diev\u010da, ktor\u00e9ho tatu\u0161ko bol sl\u00e1vny spisovate\u013e a nesk\u00f4r aj sam\u00e9 za\u010dalo p\u00edsa\u0165. Aj o takej som mohla nap\u00edsa\u0165, len som nechcela \u0165aha\u0165 tigra za f\u00fazy.<\/p>\n
\u201eChladn\u00e1, roz\u013eahl\u00e1\u00a0krajina pre jedn\u00e9ho\u201c je t\u00e1to z\u00e1vis\u0165 so vzne\u0161en\u00fdm latinsk\u00fdm menom Invidia, ale aj v\u0161etky jej sestry v zbroji. Na \u010dele kamarily kr\u00e1\u010da p\u00fdcha – superbia, tu\u0161\u00edm jednovaje\u010dn\u00e9 dvoj\u010da invidie, ale aj v\u0161etk\u00fdch ostatn\u00fdch. A smutn\u00fd je to sprievod, presmutn\u00fd – lakomstvo<\/a>\u00a0(avaritia), hnev<\/a>\u00a0(ira), smilstvo<\/a>\u00a0(luxuria), ob\u017eerstvo<\/a>\u00a0(gula), lenivos\u0165<\/a>\u00a0(acedia) a v ak\u00fdch pekn\u00fdch \u0161at\u00e1ch, skoro a\u017e z\u00e1vid\u00edme, skoro by sme ich v\u0161etci chceli, ba takmer v\u0161etci si ich z \u010dasu na \u010das oble\u010dieme a prid\u00e1me sa…<\/p>\n D\u00e1my oby\u010dajne neprichodia po jednej, naopak, takmer v\u017edy s\u00fa sprev\u00e1dzan\u00e9 najstar\u0161ou sestrou… Ona kr\u00e1\u010da na \u010dele tohto smutn\u00e9ho sprievodu v\u017edy prv\u00e1, smutn\u00e1, depkuje, nie je to du\u0161a rozjaren\u00e1, ale rozjatren\u00e1, hej, takmer v\u017edy zranite\u013en\u00e1 a osamel\u00e1, ako jej prene\u0161\u0165astn\u00e9 sestry, ktor\u00e9 sa medzi sebou s vervou ha\u0161teria od svitu do mrku.<\/p>\n Z\u00e1vis\u0165 je takmer v\u017edy sprev\u00e1dzan\u00e1 niektorou zo sestier. Sama akoby si nevedela, chudatenko \u017elt\u00e9, poradi\u0165. Ale ve\u013ek\u00e9 samot\u00e1rky nie s\u00fa ani ostatn\u00e9, akoby sa b\u00e1li chodi\u0165 sam\u00e9, niektor\u00e9 vod\u00ed iba p\u00fdcha za ru\u010di\u010dku. Vo dvojici sa im tu\u0161\u00edm \u013eah\u0161ie kr\u00e1\u010da, ale mne sa \u017eiada poveda\u0165, \u017ee \u0161peci\u00e1lne na\u0161u sle\u010dnu z\u00e1vis\u0165 v\u017edy (!) sprev\u00e1dza niektor\u00e1 z jej star\u0161\u00edch alebo mlad\u0161\u00edch sestier. Hovoria v\u0161etk\u00fdmi jazykmi, tieto d\u00e1my, vyznaj\u00fa sa aj vo zvyklostiach, tieto d\u00e1my, maj\u00fa sa navz\u00e1jom rady, tieto d\u00e1my, a jedna druhej drukuje, tieto d\u00e1my, poznaj\u00fa cesti\u010dky, cestice, cesty aj necesty, tieto d\u00e1my, \u017een\u00edchov aj nevesty, tieto d\u00e1my, inak vospolok \u010dertove nevesty, a v\u00fdzor si vedia zmeni\u0165 tak, \u017ee ani vlastn\u00fd pucypajt\u00e1\u0161 ich nespozn\u00e1. Tieto d\u00e1my!<\/p>\n Ej, veru, maj\u00fa ony nielen o\u010di oslepuj\u00face \u0161perky, ale aj vyb\u00edjan\u00e9 zbrane, trblietav\u00fdmi drahokamami vykladan\u00e9 jatag\u00e1ny a d\u00fdky, ale aj in\u00e9 dobr\u00e9 veci\u010dky, med, cukor aj po\u017eive\u0148, no sam\u00e9 dobroty maj\u00fa, aj riadne sudy v\u00edna, dobr\u00e9 topky, \u0161ik \u0161atinky z mu\u0161el\u00ednu \u010di organzy, len to tak povieva.<\/p>\n A tak som p\u00edsala o z\u00e1visti a predstavovala si, ako niekomu m\u00f4\u017ee zosta\u0165 \u0165a\u017eko a smutno, lebo by r\u00e1d videl vo vlastnom zrkadle kohosi in\u00e9ho, alebo mu to zrkadlo ako na potvoru odpoved\u00e1, kto \u017ee je najkraj\u0161\u00ed na svete a nevol\u00e1 ho po mene.<\/p>\n Z\u00e1vis\u0165 \u010di \u017eiarlivos\u0165, my baby, dobre pozn\u00e1me v\u0161etky. Nie zo\u017eieraj\u00facu spa\u013euj\u00facu, ale \u010dosi, \u010do n\u00e1s po\u0161tengruje, ke\u010f stretneme kamo\u0161ku.<\/p>\n Z\u00e1vidia aj zvierat\u00e1, ale tam hovor\u00edme o oddanosti \u010di obdive, o ve\u013ekej l\u00e1ske. Hocikedy priviniem dc\u00e9ru a\u00a0n\u00e1\u0161 pes sa tisne do z\u00e1beru, a ke\u010f nepom\u00f4\u017ee, ide nie\u010do dc\u00e9re vzia\u0165 a roztrh\u00e1 to. Podobne si moje deti z\u00e1videli ma\u0161krty. V\u017edy museli dosta\u0165 v\u0161etko rovnak\u00e9. Ich som v\u0161ak v tom texte nespomenula. Len sa mi \u017eiadalo dolo\u017ei\u0165 k\u00a0tomu, \u010do som nap\u00edsala, \u017ee chcie\u0165 v\u0161etko alebo aspo\u0148 nie\u010do z\u00a0toho, \u010do m\u00e1 ktosi in\u00fd, niekedy nie je z\u00e1vis\u0165, ak v\u00e1s z toho neprekacuje zo stoli\u010dky, a e\u0161te \u010dosi, \u017ee na svete to niekedy nie je spravodliv\u00e9…<\/p>\n – \u010co povie\u0161, ke\u010f ti niekto d\u00e1 cukr\u00edky? – p\u00fdtala som sa raz syna.<\/p>\n – \u017de sta\u010d\u00ed, odpovedal mi!<\/p>\n Je apr\u00edl, bl\u00e1zniv\u00fd mesiac, po\u010dasie sa vrh\u00e1 z neba a do neba, pr\u0161\u00ed a slnko myk\u00e1 \u017elt\u00fdmi f\u00fazmi. Chcite v\u0161etko, nov\u00e9 jarn\u00edky, \u0161aty, bl\u00fazky, top\u00e1nky, r\u00fa\u017ee, kabel\u00f4\u010dky, nehovorte, \u017ee sta\u010d\u00ed, dobr\u00e9ho nikdy nie je dos\u0165, cho\u010fte na d\u00e1ku dlh\u00fa prech\u00e1dzku so ps\u00edkom, po\u0161u\u0161kajte mu, \u017ee je najkraj\u0161\u00ed na svete, a nech to okrem zrkadla po\u0161epne aj ktosi v\u00e1m, to v\u00e1m v\u0161etk\u00fdm \u017eel\u00e1 Va\u0161a Veve.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n Veronika \u0160ikulov\u00e1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Predned\u00e1vnom ma oslovili, aby som nap\u00edsala text o nejakom hriechu. A k\u00fdm som si z t\u00fdch siedmich hlavn\u00fdch stihla vybra\u0165, zv\u00fd\u0161ila na m\u0148a iba z\u00e1vis\u0165. Hoh\u00f3, jasna\u010dka, \u017euvina! Vz\u00e1p\u00e4t\u00ed som v\u0161ak \u201esvoju\u201c z\u00e1vis\u0165 chcela vyhandlova\u0165 za in\u00fd hriech… treb\u00e1rs za p\u00fdchu, ob\u017eerstvo, lenivos\u0165, tie mi zav\u0161e id\u00fa ve\u013emi dobre. Dobre lebo neb\u00e1rs. 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