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A my s mu\u017eom, reku, posledn\u00e9 letn\u00e9 dni vybehneme, ako sa kedysi vravievalo \u201ena maltu\u201c a ma\u013eujeme a ma\u013eujeme o du\u0161u spasen\u00fa… Dobr\u00e9 je to ma\u013eovanie… v\u0161eli\u010do straten\u00e9 n\u00e1jdem, dve staro\u017eitn\u00e9 africk\u00e9 so\u0161ky za kas\u0148ou, posledn\u00fd diel Emersona, ale hne\u010f som ho aj stratila, iheln\u00ed\u010dek, no ale stratila som koberec, ktor\u00fd sa vozil dos\u0165 dlho v aute, potom ho syn\u010dek n\u00e1\u0161 \u010din\u010dek vyhodil do podbr\u00e1nia a sused vyniesol na smetisko, ale sama som si na vine, \u017ee som nebola n\u00e1stoj\u010divej\u0161ia a povedala len asi tis\u00edckr\u00e1t, aby ten koberec vr\u00e1til na miesto. Samostatn\u00e1 kateg\u00f3ria s\u00fa listy, potvrdenia, fotografie, upomienky… Tie s\u00fa s odstupom \u010dasu komick\u00e9, aj s t\u00fdm naliehavo vydiera\u010dsk\u00fdm t\u00f3nom, a\u017e m\u00e1m na ne chu\u0165 odp\u00edsa\u0165. Na\u0161la som aj \u0161aty, na ktor\u00e9 som zabudla, stratila podprdu, lopatku, suk\u0148u, zafarbila savom top\u00e1nky a vyhodila jedny dos\u0165 hnusn\u00e9 \u0161aty… \u010clovek si niekedy k\u00fapi tak\u00fa on\u00fa… volovinu.<\/p>\n
Sp\u00e1vame ako kedysi, ke\u010f sme sa nas\u0165ahovali do n\u00e1\u0161ho bytu na druhom poschod\u00ed, na zemi. Celkom si to u\u017e\u00edvam. Na \u0161tokerl\u00edku telev\u00edzor, pri matraci na zemi r\u00edbez\u013eov\u00fd d\u017e\u00fas, v pelechu okrem dc\u00e9ry mobil a po\u010d\u00edta\u010d, na inom matraci le\u017e\u00ed mu\u017e, okolo seba veci, ktor\u00e9 bude h\u013eada\u0165, ke\u010f vstane, a tak si tu lebed\u00edme, ako keby sme le\u017eali niekde na nafukova\u010dk\u00e1ch, jeme aj pijeme v t\u00fdch na\u0161ich do\u010dasn\u00fdch le\u017eadl\u00e1ch, pravda\u017ee dovtedy, k\u00fdm nevstaneme…<\/p>\n
– Nevie\u0161, kde s\u00fa k\u013e\u00fa\u010de od br\u00e1ny? – p\u00fdta sa mu\u017e.<\/p>\n
– Pre\u010do si ich odtia\u013e vybral?<\/p>\n
– Ja som ich nevybral, na\u0161iel som ich v kuchyni, – br\u00e1ni sa chlap.<\/p>\n
– Nejak\u00e9 k\u013e\u00fa\u010de hrkaj\u00fa v pr\u00e1\u010dke, videla som ich tam.<\/p>\n
Ideme do k\u00fape\u013ene a v\u0161etci traja pozer\u00e1me na k\u013e\u00fa\u010de, ktor\u00e9 sa pricapili na t\u00fa pr\u00e1\u010dkov\u00fa obrazovku. Ticho.<\/p>\n
– Ty mi perie\u0161 tie \u010derven\u00e9 nohavice?<\/p>\n
– Jasne! \u010co v nich bolo?<\/p>\n
– V\u0161etko!<\/p>\n
– Bu\u010f r\u00e1d, \u017ee ich periem, nepustili by \u0165a do roboty.<\/p>\n
– Tatovi je to jedno, minule \u0161iel nie\u010do zobra\u0165 do auta v tren\u00edrkach ako \u00fachyl, – podkuruje dc\u00e9ra.<\/p>\n
Obe sa smejeme.<\/p>\n
– \u00dachyln\u00e9 ste vy, lebo z toho m\u00e1te tak\u00fa rados\u0165.<\/p>\n
– Nevie\u0161, kde m\u00e1m mobil?<\/p>\n
– V posteli.<\/p>\n
– Tam nie je.<\/p>\n
– Je, teraz som ho tam videla.<\/p>\n
S l\u00e1skou spom\u00ednam na svoju dobr\u00fa mamu, ktor\u00e1 svojho \u010dasu, mimochodom dos\u0165 zlomyse\u013ene, podotkla, aby som za\u010dala nie\u010do, nejak\u00e9 \u201epirule\u201c, vitam\u00edny, potajomky sypa\u0165 mu\u017eovi do k\u00e1vy, lebo ke\u010f bude ma\u0165 p\u00e4\u0165desiat, netraf\u00ed domov, a ako ona si myslela, \u017ee ja ho nau\u010d\u00edm poriadku a ako som sa ja zopsula pri \u0148om a st\u00e1le nie\u010do h\u013ead\u00e1m, e\u0161te tomu neporiadku u\u010d\u00edm aj t\u00fa chuderu mal\u00fa, ako\u017ee dc\u00e9ru.<\/p>\n
Nemus\u00edme ani ma\u013eova\u0165, st\u00e1le v\u0161etci nie\u010do h\u013ead\u00e1me.<\/p>\n
Ka\u017ed\u00fd t\u00fd\u017ede\u0148 pr\u00edde syn a u\u017e odo dver\u00ed kri\u010d\u00ed, \u017ee si tu pred t\u00fd\u017ed\u0148om \u010dosi polo\u017eil, aby sme mu to vr\u00e1tili, lebo to tam nie je. Ja, alias matka, jedin\u00e1 rob\u00edm v tomto pr\u00edbytku poriadok, sa br\u00e1nim, \u017ee kto ni\u010d nerob\u00ed, ni\u010d nepokaz\u00ed, ale ani za \u017eiv\u00e9ho boha si neviem spomen\u00fa\u0165, kam do pr\u010dic som t\u00fa synovu somarinu str\u010dila.<\/p>\n
Dc\u00e9ra neh\u013ead\u00e1, ona nach\u00e1dza! S pubert\u00e1lne zasn\u00edvan\u00fdm poh\u013eadom bl\u00fadi po dome a vy\u0165ahuje handry, ktor\u00e9 by sa jej zi\u0161li. Ukradne synovi tri\u010dko, mne \u0161atku, nie\u010do rozstrih\u00e1, in\u00e9 polep\u00ed, k\u00fapi si modr\u00fa kriedu na vlasy a zanech\u00e1va modr\u00e9 stopy, po nej rovno vyhadzujem, vie, \u017ee m\u00e1 h\u013eada\u0165 v ko\u0161i.<\/p>\n
Naj\u0165a\u017e\u0161ie to m\u00e1m s t\u00fdm trenk\u00e1\u010dom, lebo ten h\u013ead\u00e1 v\u0161etko. Aj veci, ktor\u00e9 dr\u017e\u00ed v ruke!<\/p>\n
H\u013ead\u00e1m svoje veci aj ja, ale nehl\u00e1sim to, iba sa pok\u00fa\u0161am spomen\u00fa\u0165.<\/p>\n
Ma\u013eovanie je dobr\u00e9, lebo okrem h\u013eadania aj nach\u00e1dzate. Medzit\u00fdm som na\u0161la dvoje \u0161iat, d\u017eb\u00e1n, star\u00e9 vodidlo pre psa… Pok\u00fa\u0161am sam\u00fa seba presved\u010di\u0165 o tom, \u017ee nepotrebujem ni\u010d, \u017ee treba pracova\u0165 s\u00a0t\u00fdm, \u010do m\u00e1m…<\/p>\n
– Kurnik, kam utiekol ten chlap?<\/p>\n
– U\u017e odi\u0161iel.<\/p>\n
– Ak\u00e9 m\u00e1 gate?<\/p>\n
– Ja mu na gate nepozer\u00e1m, mama! Ka\u0161li na neho, jeho hanba…<\/p>\n
Be\u017e\u00edm dvorom, lebo si zabudol ta\u0161ku, vybehnem na ulicu a m\u00e1vam na neho. Mu\u017e kl\u00ed\u010fop\u00ed\u010fo vyst\u00fapi z auta a smeje sa. M\u00e1m na sebe dom\u00e1ce mini\u0161aty, v ak\u00fdch sa chod\u00ed len po dome, len ke\u010f tam nik nie je a len ke\u010f ma\u013eujete alebo v ak\u00fdch sa u\u017e nechod\u00ed…<\/p>\n
– F\u00edha, ak\u00e1 fe\u0161anda!<\/p>\n
Zahanb\u00edm sa a trielim dnu.<\/p>\n
– Mama, ty sa nezd\u00e1\u0161, takto si vy\u0161la von?<\/p>\n
– Ty kokos, \u00e1no, a kopec \u013eud\u00ed na n\u00e1mest\u00ed.<\/p>\n
– Ur\u010dite si pomysleli, \u017ee to je asi \u017eena toho \u00fachyla, \u010do tu beh\u00e1 v trenk\u00e1ch, – smeje sa dc\u00e9ra.<\/p>\n
A potom pr\u00edde sused Tibor a ma\u013euje tak \u010disto, \u017ee keby tu nebol neporiadok, nik nevie, \u017ee naozaj ma\u013eujeme. Spomeniem si na na\u0161u prv\u00fa ma\u013eovku v byte na druhom poschod\u00ed, ke\u010f sme nemali deti a sp\u00e1vali na matracoch, ka\u017ed\u00fd de\u0148 \u017e\u00farka, zav\u0161e aj \u0161iesti, siedmi… Mu\u017e ma\u013eoval a ma\u013eoval, v\u0161ade bielo, na dl\u00e1\u017eke, na okn\u00e1ch, na n\u00e1bytku, chodila som za n\u00edm po \u0161tvorno\u017eky a o\u0161krab\u00e1vala no\u017e\u00edkom farbu. Ma\u013eovali sme asi \u0161tvr\u0165 roka. Raz bolo to a potom hento, mu\u017eovi sa nechcelo, mne sa nechcelo, spolu sa n\u00e1m nechcelo.<\/p>\n
Ka\u017ed\u00fd de\u0148 pri\u0161iel otec a zap\u00e1ral.<\/p>\n
– Tak\u00fd pekn\u00fd de\u0148, nebol by som som\u00e1r, keby som ma\u013eoval? Idem na huby a vy si tu ma\u013eujte.<\/p>\n
– To Marek, – ja by som na tie huby \u0161la.<\/p>\n
– Verona, \u010do klame\u0161, kto ma r\u00e1no prosil, nech cel\u00fd de\u0148 ma\u013eujem, \u017ee mi bude\u0161 pom\u00e1ha\u0165?<\/p>\n
– No ni\u010d, tak sa tu nadrapujte, ja idem.<\/p>\n
– Po\u010dkaj ma, idem s tebou, – f\u013eochnem na mu\u017ea, nech mu ani nenapadne zliez\u0165 z rebr\u00edka, no on vyu\u017e\u00edva situ\u00e1ciu.<\/p>\n
– Idem aj ja, nechce sa mi dnes ma\u013eova\u0165…<\/p>\n
Huby sme vtedy nena\u0161li, tatko zap\u00e1ral znovu.<\/p>\n
– Nie ste vy som\u00e1ri? Na \u010do ste \u0161li na huby, u\u017e ste mohli po ma\u013eovke um\u00fdva\u0165. Ani ste ni\u010d nena\u0161li, ani vyma\u013eovan\u00e9 nem\u00e1te…<\/p>\n
Teraz, ke\u010f ma\u013euje sused Tibor, ideme tam aj tam, \u017e\u00farujeme na t\u00fdch matracoch ako na dovolenke aj s dc\u00e9rou, st\u00e1le \u010dosi nach\u00e1dzame a str\u00e1came, ale to vlastne aj ke\u010f nema\u013eujeme, na to sme tu zvyknut\u00ed v\u0161etci.<\/p>\n
Ke\u010f ma\u013eujete, st\u00e1le mus\u00edte na nie\u010do spom\u00edna\u0165. Ka\u017ed\u00fa vec chyt\u00edte do r\u00fak, posuniete ju, lep\u0161ie si v\u0161imnete, spomeniete si na v\u0161etky z\u00e1ti\u0161ia, s ktor\u00fdmi s\u00favisela, na to, ako ste ju k\u00fapili a pre\u010do… Medzit\u00fdm mo\u017eno strat\u00edte k\u013e\u00fa\u010de alebo pono\u017eku \u010di zo\u0161it, ale takmer v\u0161etky veci z minulosti k v\u00e1m pripl\u00e1vaj\u00fa pri \u010fal\u0161ej ma\u013eovke. Zrazu ich prines\u00fa okolnosti, ako ke\u010f pr\u00edliv vyplav\u00ed na breh mu\u0161li\u010dky a kamienky, ktor\u00e9 odliv vezme nazad do mora.<\/p>\n
Kurnik, nehovor\u00edm, \u017ee sme tu ako na dovolenke!? Aj tam by sa ma m\u00f4j mu\u017e, ve\u010dn\u00fd h\u013eada\u010d a nebali\u010d kufrov p\u00fdtal, \u010di som mu vzala to alebo ono a ja by som mu to nevzala, ale nechcem si kazi\u0165 dovolenku, tak by som zaklamala, \u017ee neviem, a on by to h\u013eadal a\u00a0h\u013eadal, a ja by som zatia\u013e le\u017eala na leh\u00e1tku ako teraz v ob\u00fdva\u010dke na zemi medzi \u0161t\u00f4smi kn\u00edh a prem\u00fd\u0161\u013eala o t\u00fdch vyplaven\u00fdch drobn\u00fdch mu\u0161li\u010dk\u00e1ch a kamienkoch…<\/p>\n
Ak\u00e1 je pravdepodobnos\u0165, \u017ee ich more, ktor\u00e9 ich s odlivom odnesie, s pr\u00edlivom tie ist\u00e9 polo\u017e\u00ed na rovnak\u00e9 miesto? A potom by pribehol mu\u017e, \u017ee to na\u0161iel a ja by som sa \u010dudovala, lebo som mu to nevzala. Alebo vzala?<\/p>\n
Pekn\u00fd september v\u00e1m \u017eel\u00e1m a nebojte sa ma\u013eova\u0165, v\u0161eli\u010do n\u00e1jdete, va\u0161a Veve<\/p>\n
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